So yes, I haven’t posted here as much as I’d like. I don’t even know if this will ping back to Facebook when this is posted. I could just be posting into the void. It’s hard to get into a mindset where typing more than 140 characters is an option. To write language that flows from sentence to sentence — that builds and culminates. I keep having ideas for posts that I think about while riding my bike but forget to write when I get home and they float away into memory.
I want to write more. But every time I start to think about it, I get shot down in my own head by the idea that no one will care about what I write unless it can be easily digested. Hey, it could be worse, at least I think people care at all about what I write.
Another thing that kept me from writing was the last post of my LiveJournal. Every time I wanted to write something, it always felt small and unimportant following that. But as time goes on, it gets pushed further down the page by test posts and excuses.
Maybe it’s time to move forward.